unknown

Ive not written to you in ages cause ive been trying so hard to be good
and around happy good people all the time im never alone to think about
the wrong things.Today i thought id write and tell you the gossip.
I got my PERIOD.Its not what i thought it would be like, school starts next week
and now this, it is all im needing.

Im in bed just now with cramp watching a bit of tv
god id kill for a fag just now.

Sometimes i think there is someone inside me,
but it is another stranger part of me,i see her
reflection in the mirror sometimes,shes darker
than me.

k.