I had a joint the other night with some of the older guys that hang around were we live i suppose you could say i got stoned was good though had a few drinks out of there cider too so i dont know if i was accually stoned or drunk i think stoned caused ive sneeked drink from the fridge before and never felt that way before.

I was with vickie jade was unwell mum dosnt like vickie that much says she is a bad influence bhoy if she only knew the truth im not an angel in fact by far am i an angel

anyway i snogged davie higgins hes certainly not gods gift but hes older n hes pretty cool so i snogged him and let him touch me i think i got more enjoyment out of it its a pure thrill adrenaline rush i guess wondering how far it going to go or how far ill let it go

thats for me to decide im in control of it.

We ended up in the old graveyard its got a small hut type thing in it for people to go into when it is raining thats were i got hold of davie let him run his fingers over my chest a first with my top on then i let him go under neath then under my bra my nipples had got extremly huge and they were tingling it felt great but its not the time to go any further yet maybe soon though.

k.